Self-withdrawal symptoms

I think...
I still prefer to work with myself.
Self-managing is more comfortable within my scope.
Because sharing tends to make me feel vulnerable and lousy.
& I would expect the person to be more sensitive.
With expectations, I risk the possibility of being disappointed.
Which will further dampen whatever I'm facing.

So yeaps,
Not that I didnt try.
But, its far beyond my comfort zone.

How shall I proceed?
When something you thought you always wanted, didn't really fit the bill?
Crisis.